Through this N(A) life of mind, it was so happy. Until you reach the point when you have to decide whether you want to leave or not, you will regret. Why?
1) It will feel like you are letting your friends suffer alone. I have loyalty. I don't like leaving one behind. I push them forward and make sure they do not lack behind. But if you think that I am treating you as an animal, this is where all these "treatment" will come. It will feel damn painful to let them go. Even if they are your best friends, they might make you feel a sense of insecurity and loneliness.
2)Betrayal. In point number 1, that is what I meant. No one in my life have ever done this until that day. The day I read her tweet. The day she ignored me. The day we acted like strangers. Avoiding is what I've done. Its more than anger. It is the frustration which comes with upsetness that are incurable. They hurts. Its like they shot an arrow into your heart. Thats life.
No one will say "Stay with me" in sec 5. They will make sure you go away. They might leave you behind. They might seperate you. And you will be the one falling from the edge of the cliff when you have to decide your route.
