Life of N(A) student

Through this N(A) life of mind, it was so happy. Until you reach the point when you have to decide whether you want to leave or not, you will regret. Why?

1) It will feel like you are letting your friends suffer alone. I have loyalty. I don't like leaving one behind. I push them forward and make sure they do not lack behind. But if you think that I am treating you as an animal, this is where all these "treatment" will come. It will feel damn painful to let them go. Even if they are your best friends, they might make you feel a sense of insecurity and loneliness.

2)Betrayal. In point number 1, that is what I meant. No one in my life have ever done this until that day. The day I read her tweet. The day she ignored me. The day we acted like strangers. Avoiding is what I've done. Its more than anger. It is the frustration which comes with upsetness that are incurable. They hurts. Its like they shot an arrow into your heart. Thats life.

No one will say "Stay with me" in sec 5. They will make sure you go away. They might leave you behind. They might seperate you. And you will be the one falling from the edge of the cliff when you have to decide your route.

L is for Library

Library is my CCA~ *clap clap clap*

I'm the only one clapping? Waeyo? Never mind. Basically, I am going to talk about what I did in library today only~ I will update my blog again tomorrow~

NEW SEC 1'S

I could not update about the new sec 1's when they entered library last Friday because we were expecting more to come. So let me introduce Huda and Ellen. They came in last Friday during the workshop. I wanted them to talk but they didn't :( Can someone think of ways to make those 2 talk?

Well, not only both of them. We also have Valerie. She was once a librarian in her primary school so I have not much to worry about her. Sheis the most active among them. Last year, Man Qi, Chayanan and Wee Ling had a hard time communicating. Well, it's expected. So now to the next thing-->

Chinese New Year

Today, Miao Hui, Yong Lin and the sec 1's I introduced just now except for Huda, decorated the library with Chinese new year decorations. This is the first project of the year. From a dull green inside and blue outside, to a red decoration and green inside with blue outside :) I'm so proud of the sec 1's. Well, I have other plans to do for Susan and Mrs. Thurai with Shruti. You know why? We are the event managers~ or should I say in another term "Head Librarian"? -.-? Well, I don't care much anyway's


Tomorrow is the which I will go AWWA with Cheryl~ Yay!!!

Vocab: profanity- prisoner?

Bye~

From,
Lonely Girl

Wassup!

Hello! Ya see the title? Yes~ I'm a blackjack and a very proud one :) Well this is my first blog so I want to make this a lil bit interesting. So, I have 3 things to say.

1: I'm A Cry-baby?

Well, first of all, I cried today. Not like little children cry because they have no sweet or whatsoever. I cried because of the arrangement for PE lesson... All three factors of what I DO NOT want is in.

1.  My primary school enemy in the same group. He always bully me since primary 5 when I was always called "terminator". When Elyasa chose me, I thought who the guy is sitting in front. After a short time, I realized that its him.
2. The bitch in the same group. She... I hate her since sec 1 camp. 1st reason, she called Melody "fucked face" or "duck face" because of her teeth. 2nd reason, she made Katijah to a different person! I should use the word influence instead. 
3. Lastly... yes, you are right. Elyasa is in my group... I like him when he is active in class but when it comes to groups, I WILL NOT WANT HIM IN MY GROUP!

But god is at my side. My good friends asked my teacher to change my group to their group ;) But there is a problem,which I could not figure out. Why is she so awkward with me? I mean like I did nothing wrong other than quiting band. 

2: I'm Clumsy? Or is it the paper?

Okay this part. Well basically, I lost her worksheet today T__T which in the end, I helped her redo it~ well actually I don't mind. But because I was rushing for photo-taking which makes me forget where I put it... well, maybe I left it under Liying's table or I placed it under my table and someone took it to throw O.o? Well, I'm still confused. So the string still have the knot :(

3: Math and math...

This has no link to number 2 so do not think it really links. Just meaning that HER math paper is lost means it have link to this. No~ this is about my homework. Now, I'm stuck in a question. O level question which leads me to no where but wrong answer. So, I am going to continue it tomorrow~ I don't think Ms Goh will collect it tomorrow cause need to copy the question which is like HALF OF A FOOLSCAP PAPER!!! Believe me or not, it's true.

Now I am done saying what the three things are. So in every blog, I must post a vocab word so please don't mind.

Word: tranquil-> peaceful

Thats all~ bye bye and good night

From,
Lonely Girl